Not sure if I’ve mentioned before but I’m a teacher, or rather, I’ve just returned to teaching after a few years’ absence. I’m currently supplying (covering) in a large comprehensive in London and have just completed 8 weeks. I’m starting to feel more at home in the school since half term. People know who I am at least, if not my name yet. Staff appear more familiar and the kids are by and large easier to manage in the classroom.
I’ve got my second birthday invite to attend this weekend, a Saturday night event in a themed bar in Shoreditch. There’s about 20 of us intending to go, plus the birthday girl’s other friends. I should point out at this point just how incestuous I’ve found staffrooms in general, and with me being single I’ve decided that this weekend if the opportunity arises I will make the effort to get to know certain people better. Now before you switch off in disgust, I actually mean that literally, it’s not code for trying to sleep with someone. The staff here is friendly but you still have the cloak of professionalism shrouding all conversations. It seems it’s obligatory to talk about your difficult year 8 class or the printer running out of ink yet again, or even the faltering heating system. I was never one for formalities or superficial courtesies; I’d much prefer no chat at all than trivial nonsense. In fact in my previous school some years ago so fed up every Monday morning with enquiries as to how my weekend was that I decided to conduct a little experiment. In response to all such queries I would reply, solemnly, saying how awful it was. Peoples’ reactions were varied and often priceless. Those who were merely jumping through socially decreed hoops couldn’t cope with a negative response; that wasn’t in the manual, you have to tell everyone your weekend was fine, or good, or all too brief. You weren’t allowed to be real, to say it was shit. That way I weeded out the crap, not to mention making myself less popular in the process, but I really didn’t care. The way I saw it I was saving us both the time and effort. Of course there were the few who then genuinely wanted to know why my weekend was so bad which then left me in the difficult position of either explaining my experiment or lying. Not sure always how the individual would relax I often took the second option. I’m painting a lovely picture of myself aren’t i?!
Anyway, this weekend I’m looking to start building some meaningful friendships, both male and female, away from the spectre of students and books and radiators. Of course, if sparks do fly then I’d be a fool to ignore them…..